It's dark outside, night has fallen, and all my thoughts are stars.
I cannot sleep, I stay awake, recollections keeping me from rest.
I think of you, how it was before we ever broke apart.
Staring at ...
In the rain I stand and wait.
Hoping I'm not being used for bait.
On a desperate search to find you I start running.
Why are you eluding, shunning?
Looking at this massive shadow bulking.
Why do I feel so fucking sick, why do I hate myself so much. I miss myself before the pain, I use to dance in the rain but now I'm drowning in it. I feel defeated, mislead. I want to cut til I'm dead....
who are you
I stumbled without a sound
You picked me up off the ground
who are you
and why am I
drawn to you
I went so long
empty and cold
lost my grip
had nothing to hold
Like an angel you came
I can construct whole pictures,
In a few simple words,
Yet I am incapable of finding
The right words to apologize to them with.
They stole the breath from my lungs,
And I the light from their eyes;
Seeing You So Happy
While I've been chipped away
There's A Hole In My Chest
Where You Ripped Out My Heart
And Left Me Hollow
My Mind Is Incapa...
We see people come and go
all the time
It's the one that stayed
That stays on my mind
He hated that town
Never wanted out worse
But I got out quick
Rose petals on the ground Your emotions running around
You see darkness I see love
You feel hopeless yet I'm your strength
We're being blown way up above
You reach I reach but we are not at arm's leng...
You were supposed to stay forever, not until death do us part, I was always meant to go first.
I sit here looking at the lifeless bee on the windowsill,
Wings of dust, a husk, and no flight left in th...
She stands, stands staring, at a future that is no more.
A broken wreckage of Metal, Glass, and doors.
Inside the shattered pieces of her heart across the seat.
Cold, she stands, upright paralyzed.
He doesn't bother to check in on her often anymore, but she doesn't care.
She takes whatever crumbs he tosses her way.
She always has and she always will, cause she loves him.
I have no idea why or ho...
Heartbreaker, silent leaver,
Soul sucker, life taker
You know who you are,
You know why I write to you,
Not for you,
Nor myself, today I write
For the souls still in your path
There is so m...
How can you be here now?
Back then you wanted to say truthful lies.
Truthful lies are lies for others believing.
Truthful lies are nothing but for deceiving.
Deceiving love, deceiving life
Twists and ...
You're a pale sliver in the night now,
a wavering line of moonlight
lingering in glassy fragments
atop the rumpled surface of my old comforter.
I knew you once,
dark and lively,
A sudden rush of unknown freedom. A trip far enough away not to care.
In one last gasp of teenage spirit I reached out, and I held her there.
We lay together in the hotel room, her head against my che...
Splitting inside, Going insane
Testing the lies, living in pain
Alone in the woods, hear me now
Calling to you, without a sound
Every dream, a life its own
You and me, together soon
Lasting life, eter...
As a little 14-year-old, my mind wandered often towards darker paths. Oddly enough, the pain of losing my closest friend inspired my younger self to write about the loss of a lover. However, the girl ...
Sometimes I send myself little gifts
Food I made in advance that I find in the fridge when I'm tired and worn down
Inspiring quotes I posted on social media that remind me
Understands me and knows exactly what I'm going through.
These little gifts save me
When it feels
Like I will always be alone
Trying to survive
In a current
On pushing against me
Every step of the way.
People want to steal my beauty.
They want to take it for themselves or ...