today was one of those days those days where you drag yourself out of bed, just wishing to stay. when the sun rays hit differently than normal, you just want to avoid them. Today was one of those days...
I wouldn't say I'm the complete amazing
package, but instead a big spacious one filled with attributes, ambition and goals But that doesn't take up enough space in me
So I try and fill myself with fri...
Today, I am not okay.
Yesterday, I was not okay.
As far back as I can remember, I have never been okay.
I have been many things to many people.
But I have never been me.
They have never truly seen me....
Posts and pictures are an escape
We can speak our minds
We can serve our thoughts on cones
And make friends without being on Awkward's leash.
With so much potential,
Why must there be #sad?
When the w...
Crying on the bathroom floor again
Head spinning, feels like caving in But I'm alright... not really.
I feel a little silly, pacing back and forth here Head-still-spinning my brain is just too god dam...
Ice lingers on the pond
behind the house that isn't home
Hardly a moment to myself,
yet i'm always alone.
They never hear the thoughts
that linger on my mind.
They don't see the real me,
The one I've ...
My name means
Some who is fragile but yet can stand her ground,
it means someone who has talent but is blind to see it. A gifted, and unique personality, but yet wants to wear a mask to hide it.
The Clock is turning,
My world is burning.
My existence appearing trite,
I long for a purpose so bright.
By yesterday’s final hour,
Seated in bed, emotionally dour.
Change this perpetual monotony
She looked back in heated exasperation–
ready to pounce–
if only she could command her courage.
They goaded like predators in a pack—drooling and derisive–
like hyenas feeding off each other. She wish...
Similar, but not quite the same
Two magnets facing the wrong side
Cannot blend, cannot mix, cannot fit in
One heart alive, and the other’s died. Twins, but not the identical kind
Black and white with ...
I can still feel the fear.
Isolation becomes my friend,
Is the hate still here?
God has yet to appear,
As the world drags to an end,
I can still feel the fear.
What we hold dear
Becomes what we offend...
The red cliffs
watch down on us
as we walk along
You have forced my
Feet into stretchy
water shoes, they
are too big for
me but I do not
Fight, you hold onto
my arm, determined
In a soldier's eyes life and death are one in the same yet ourselves we blame. We refuse to let the tears fall, too proud, we stand too tall. Every night we hear the screams and cries from a past we c...
My heart, glass My eyes, blind My skin, untouched
My mind, unkind I feel too much yet I’m empty inside
When the stars combust will I die?
Do they rivet when my glass shatters?
Do they cry when my blin...
Sitting in a class with new faces,
I'm sitting at the back, as my mind travels to other places.
I screamed "Help..."
Nobody could hear a thing, Nobody would ever think,
There's fear in me to approach ...
I was numb looking for sensation. Torn apart, I lost the temptation. When you had me wrapped in Roses and left me covered in thorns.
I was empty
Inside there wasn’t too much. Like a canvas, I was crav...
I coveted the things which you had.
Things not mine, things you earned.
I was angry that you had what I did not;
That you walked upon high tones in this discord like life.
The sounds of your success p...
I hate losing friends, but I can’t help it most times. Like cotton wool stuck onto the end of a broom, I hold my friends to my heart dearly. To all my lost friends, I want you to know that it still hu...