Close your eyes
If you look fear in the face it memorizes you
It will remember the ways
The lines in the corners of your lips
The veins in your neck
From darkness you cannot bring forth a memory
I don't understand
All these black and blue hands
What is the fight that can't seem to end?
The world is a mess, my head is a wreck
And everywhere I look there's another one dead
The skies are black, ...
YOGI SAS REPLY... your negative thoughts about how the world is treating you, creates all that you think and believe...
over and over again...!
so now you get to learn you are the creator of your life...
No, don't stop.
I'm not here to get in your way.
Just wait... and listen.
You can cry all you want,
I won't stop you
You can throw a tantrum and break things,
I won't care
But before you shed yo...
Yogi SAS REPLY... stuck in bad thoughts can only be released by thinking a good thought... to actually 'change your mind.'
you know how to think bad thoughts... you keep on repeating them,
now try to ...
It started out with an "oh my god,"
A phrase we'd repeat in earnest. You stood there, Looking like everything I didn't know I needed. My heart fluttered with every smile, And every time you looked at ...
April 21st, 2019—Still Alive
Still here, I guess, still alive, I woke up today, went outside, stretched.
I took a deep breath in.
I broke down and cried.
I don't know why.
I went back inside, the worl...
I am certainly moving;
whether forward or back,
I am entirely uncertain
But, I am being moved
I was here awhile ago
remembering the pain;
it’s self-inflicted again
that much I do know
I was certainly ...
No one knows my day-night dream
A constant vision im forced to see I invite you to step into my world of darkness
Graze the blade just to feel the sharpness The darkness in my soul Young body but enti...
I remember those nights When my life would crumble all over again. Hands in my hair, tugging ever so slightly, Muscles being worked as I paced the floor. I’d whisper to myself with tears in my eyes "I...
The things about consequences
They come alive after the actions have already made their impact
Many times we questions consequences
without understanding the actions
And that's what I did for a long t...
They're threatening to kick me out
Away from you
But perhaps it's for the best
We were only temporary
I've always wanted to move
Away from here, away from
It's a shame to leave you
Lost without you.
Not knowing which way to turn.
Needing you more
than ever before.
Vulnerable now that you
were nowhere to be found.
My mind going in a million directions,
out of con...
Momma said take big steps, Big steps, big steps
Momma said I'm a big boy, big boy, big boy. And we're gonna get through this, through this, through this. Momma said don't be afraid to cry. But momma w...
There was this brightness about my shadow that reeled me in. I just could not get enough of that partial brightness that was shining through. I envied it, but my god did I crave it too.
You see, shado...
My new pair of shoes.
What do you do when you feel down, depressed, or like shit?
Try to make yourself feel better?
Do you go out with your friends?
Talk to your family?
Maybe curl in a ball in the co...
Silence screams at me from every corner of the room.
It numbs my mind and blocks all senses.
The ringing in my ears reverberates through my body.
How long have I been here, alone?
It's been so long I'...
My buzzing alarm clock blares, disrupting peaceful misty dreams once again.
I snap my arm up and out from underneath the fluffy sea of sheets and shut it off before its shrieking can deafen me.
As I l...