Shüg Antwanette
Bio
Just living the life that feels like a fairytale...without the happily ever after
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What Is Love?
Love would only want me when no one else was around. Love would get a girlfriend and play like I was out for the count. Love got my cousin pregnant and denied it ever existed, made me feel so good and confident about myself I played right into his games of resistance. Love was 28 while I was only 17, having a whole other woman was his specialty. Love was cute and cheesy and I liked it. Also told me I was perfect even when he wasn’t. Love lied and said his ex fiancé was his sister, lied so many times I just couldn’t do it. The worse love of them all told me he wanted the same things I did. He didn’t give them to me but lied and gave me a disease instead. The love I thought would take all my hurt away just added on because he “forgot” his wife was here to stay. That’s love. That’s what love did to me. Probably why I have a hard time trusting and believing. Probably why I’m still waiting for him to come. Guess I’ll be waiting forever because love isn’t even love anymore.
By Shüg Antwanette6 years ago in Poets