Amandeezzy
Bio
The light shines in the darkness and the darkness has not overcome it.
John 1:5
Stories (11/0)
Healing Through the Hurt
Memories of moments with you use to be upsetting, something I’d avoid why continue to think about old things and feel the pain as if it’s new. Stuck on this marry go round in my head misunderstanding of who I was or who I thought you were and why actions didn’t match words. I still have my eyes open searching for signs so I won’t let myself go blind. I’ve learned to use those sporadic thoughts to reflect, and help push me today to have a better perception on myself and those around me. Instead of asking myself why you? Why this? Why that? How could I and how could you? I no longer look for answers when I have the power inside to create my own outcome regardless of what’s happening around or to me. Faith and trust in my heart shows me every experience I went through and will continue to go through shapes me into who I’m meant to be. I am my past, I am my present, and I am in control of who I will be in my future. Turning hurtful thoughts and memories into words of encouragement and motivation has been a mission within myself that I feel I’ve finally got a grip on, it may not be the strong but I won’t let it slip.
By Amandeezzy 5 years ago in Poets
Karma♥️
Lost my sight when I looked in your eyes like this cloud of smoke disappearing in the sky. I'm only going up from here, here or there don't ever compare what we shared. You lost sight of the girl that might have changed your life. I let go since I won't just stay for show. You're blind to the facts acting as if you don't have to watch your back. At the top of her list... there's you without a clue of the shit that's coming to you.
By Amandeezzy 5 years ago in Poets
Level Up
Sitting in this room I remember feeling like a fool not knowing what to do or what's my next move cause my mind's on you. Thinking what's new and what's your next excuse. Got my head through the roof yet my body can't move like I'm gum stuck on your shoe treating me like I didn't mean shit to you. Now you got this new boo and you swear she's your type runnin' around claiming her as your wife. It was you who was just on my line tryna prove to me your worth my time. Just because you know I'm the forgiving type, but I grew and I'm on to adventures without you but I know you miss this spending your time reminiscin' when I was yours.
By Amandeezzy 5 years ago in Poets
Love Brings Me Up
Drowning ... I’m so still in this Red Sea, I feel suffocated but free until you grabbed me and said look up to your success don’t you want to breath? I tilted my head all I see is red sea why am I so deep? I can’t see that I’ll succeed then you said keep paddling I’m trying but I feel like a rock going into the deep, deep hopelessness is where I’ll be. You took out your hand and started pulling me up so I kicked and I kicked again and opened an eye to see a glimpse that going up wasn’t a lie. I couldn’t look down the sea was turning black you believed in me and for that I swam fast.
By Amandeezzy 6 years ago in Poets