My soul lives in Amsterdam
And my mind’s lost in a tin can
My drive is inside
But it just died
My passion is in music
And my life is in sin
I know my future is uncertain
But
My eyes are through a lens
And my feet are on the run
My thoughts are strange
And I’m feeling deranged
Because my heart has lost its way.
Yeah my heart has lost its way.
The empty anxiety
Will fill the holes
That I have dug
Until I don’t know what I’ve become
I don’t feel the same
My heart no longer fits the frame
Somewhere it sits lonely and scared
I am nowhere and quite ill prepared
For this
And it’s sad to say
That I don’t know where I was yesterday
Yesterweek, yesteryear.
I can’t hear
Autopilot engaged my brain
Seeks a way away from pain that led me astray
Yesterday seems so far away
Too much noise my mind can’t take it anymore
The mind’s gone blind trying to find that little mine that was planted with a knife during dinner last night. Need to find it to understand.
Or not because let’s be honest here it’s 5:30 in the morning.
I’ve sat here all night desperately prying at my mind to open.
But not this time. Because this time it won’t, and I can see clearly. It’s in a little folder titled dearly. And I just really really want this to end. To trash that file folder but my trash is full. No fuller.
And my friends ask me “are you okay”
I give them the same answer that I gave yesterday
I’m fine.
About the Creator
Ink Equus
A writer with a desire.
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