Tea with Your Mental Monsters
I’m getting to know my inner demons, sharing tea with them.
I’m diving deeper and getting to know my demons,
sharing tea with them.
I’m analyzing them deeply
as others try to do with me.
Objectively,
I know you’re unselfish,
you’re trying to help me.
You want to be the safety net
I don’t have outstretched from anyone else.
Subjectively,
I just see how easily
you’ve pranced through your life.
Supported so that you could learn
to stand on your own
and never truly fear falling.
You weren’t thrown out
on the ice to find the strength in your legs
not to slip and collapse.
The door wasn’t locked behind you.
I’m diving deeper,
getting to know the ugliest parts of me.
Jaded, illogical, glittering under the sun.
I can’t let go
of the way I’ve struggled.
And since I’ve never had a hand
to hold me up before,
I’m still learning how to hold on to yours.
About the Creator
Leigh Fisher
I'm a writer, bookworm, sci-fi space cadet, and coffee+tea fanatic living in Brooklyn. I have an MS in Integrated Design & Media (go figure) and I'm working on my MFA in Fiction at NYU. I share poetry on Instagram as @SleeplessAuthoress.
Comments
There are no comments for this story
Be the first to respond and start the conversation.