You talk about how you want love
And I usually want to hear it
You talk about how you had it
Then continue on and on about your dearest
No one can compare
Your view on her is clearest
She's everything you ever wanted
But listen, she's no longer around for your endearment
She sucks you in with her venom
Poisonous, yet mysterious
You crave that sweet taste
She craves feeling fear less
Because she's the one in control of you
She has a hold of you
Wont let go of you
Until she's moved on and you’re no longer even clearance
I sit back as a witness
Stupidly getting involved, stupidly gaining interest
But I’m broke
And you know that
Can’t pay you back
I’m not her
I'm insufficient
I call you out on it
You get distant
Say you have to work on yourself
Nah, you just have to work on finding another mistress
And then another after that
And another because you missed it
Growing up in love you didn’t get distracted by the bitches
Now you have free range and you just want to hit it
Too bad I was the target
The arrow passed within inches
I get you’re a guy
But damn, can you chill for a minute
We had something
You can’t deny it
It was different
It was new for both of us
Could have made a payroll out of us
Instead of money it would have been feelings
Would have been love, creation, or passion
Given to the life we were living
We would have had our riches
Now I feel encrypted
With the code
Only I know
Because you’re too busy trying to unlock other hoes
Damn, this is it isn’t it?
I guess I’ll just get distant too
One way or another I’ll get over you
And when you’re ready to find what it is you say you’re looking for
Don’t come knocking on my door
I don’t wait for someone who wants to explore
Navigate me now, or just get lost in the fucking crowd
It’s clear to me that’s where you’d rather be
Ha, I guess I'll just go do "me"
See how it feels to switch it?
Probably not
You don't care
Yikes, I think it's time to go back to bitches
Now I'm talking to myself
Not that you ever listened
Probably thinking about her every time my mouth opened
Oh and I know I never gave you head
But the day you ended things was the day I was gonna deep throat that shit
We hadn't even gotten to me on top
There was a whole lot you'll never get to experience
Sucks to suck
Or to not
Fuck
I need to stop
You've got me bitter over something that never was
Maybe you should think about that next time you get a girl star stuck
You're always telling people to look up
The view is better
The trees are beautiful
But if what you want is love
Then you need a new illusional
The trees only grow so far
It's what's past them that's meaningful
Space goes on forever
Like the one between us
Fucking pitiful.
I'm over it
No I'm not
It's just over
I won't see you around
My motives are gone
We don't belong
From now on
I'll just hear you in songs
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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