I don’t want to spend my life chasing dreams, I want to get caught up with them
We spend life wondering what it really means but what if it’s just what it is
You can believe in religion and all these spiritual things but all we know for sure is birth and death
Live your life without all the guessing and just make the most out of it
Don’t do it for remembrance eventually everyone that knew you dies and you go with them
Unless you make a huge impact that goes against the world’s rhythm
My goals seem unreachable but how else did my idols get to be that
So I’ll keep following my rituals until someone with power notices I’d beat the rhythm fast
The waiting is the part I can’t seem to get past
Everyone says live in the moment
But this moment I don’t want to last
I have to stay focused not let my mind think this isn’t too bad
I’m not settling for “honey I’m home” and kids until I’m on my dreams path
Sometimes I get unmotivated and think I’ll never be anything but a psychopath
But I have to let my motives rejuvenate before I let them relapse
Stay on top of my passions and eventually I’ll get the facts
That I’m as good as I think I am
Have faith in my freelance
Eventually I’ll get paid more than 3 cents for 10 reads and
I wasn’t born for no reason
I won’t die in my dry season
I’ll make it rain, bring in the fame
But it all start with you
The people who read them
I don’t upload these because it’s a diary for me
I upload these begging for someone to believe in me
PLEASE
All it takes is the right person to share my talents on social media
Then I’ll climb up the ladder
And thank you
For having the same confidence I do
I’ve found what keeps me going
Help me keep it going
And I’ll do the same for you
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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