Felt like a fight for my love I was working in a club
Everyday a new face lusting after me wondering what my intentions might be
I was just trying to keep my head on straight
Four years down the drain, I felt sharing my love was a mistake
So, I stayed out of the way, stayed in my lane
It's been years since I was in the singles game
I tried to fight it, tried to hide it, but now I'm feelings things
I get stuck mesmerized tongue tied it must be something in the eyes
Thought I was done falling in eyes
Had my head in the sky, didn't care about a thing I was paralyzed
Now I'm spending time with love on my mind
Dreaming hearts could spend some time, I know my feelings I can't hide
But I'm patient this time I want to get know my next before she shares her thighs
No rush for lust, no sex lush
But can you make me want to give the love I have
Share a new experience with you pretty lady fuel the mood
I'm thinking about a team and everything it could bring
If we're meant to be, time will help me see
So many days of the same in need of a change
I walked out in the rain
No umbrella just me and the day
People probably wondered what was wrong with my brain
But I’m completely sane
It’s unnecessary judging that turns you insane
Let that sink in your brain and mind your business while I enjoy the day
Just me and the rain
Just me and the rain
Just going through the day
Just me and the rain
Wash away my pain
Cleanse my frame
Rainy days are so mundane but it’s not uncommon for the weather to change
I’ve got a different outlook when I gaze
Seeing beauty in the day no matter the change
We never forget the days of sorrow and pain
Although time gives us a brief escape
A moment to evaluate self-empower your dreams
Believe in the vision you’ve seen
Work hard grow strong with a spring
Watering my body like I grow green
I just live green high off my life
I’ve got big dreams bigger picture whole scene
Awakening my awareness, no more blinds for me
With the lies no more ties for me
I beg you people do some introspection
It’s ok to not be perfect it doesn’t mean your worthless
So, opinionated we all have stubborn minds
Trying not to lose mine like time
I’ve been working out I mean stimulating my mind
If you don’t feel my energy I’m protecting mine
Tunnel vision tuned focused mind
Lets not allow anyone to waste our time
Disregard all the distractions
Stay focused, so many influences trying to rotten your heart
Free love, free thought
Connect my brain to my heart
Love thy self, find forgiveness heal your heart
Sometimes the things you can't control, control you
I'm not afraid to fall in love
I'm afraid to fall for something false presented as love
The best feelings are those you never thought you could feel
Staring at the sky, searching for what’s real
Still I feel anxiety towards filling the hole in my heart
I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I have ended up where I was intended to be
One day It will come. One day I'll understand. Till then I'll have faith
It feels hard when everything points the wrong way, and it feels like the way to go
You can try everything and change nothing
tears of pain ran down my face, wish I could see the light ahead
I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I have ended up where I was intended to be
One day It will come. One day I'll understand. Till then I'll have faith
I'm learning how to give love without returning with demand
It’s better to receive a love that comes freely
In a patient wait to embrace a heart that makes me feel truly loved
I know time will reveal that which I pray for when the time is near
I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I have ended up where I was intended to be
One day It will come. One day I'll understand. Till then I'll have faith.
About the Creator
Darrell General II
I enjoyed reading and writing as an adolescent, but I found myself astray from my passion as I grew older attempting to appease others and be amongst social groups I had no place. I'm getting reacquainted with my roots; times are changing.
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