Healing Through the Hurt

Memories of moments with you use to be upsetting, something I’d avoid why continue to think about old things and feel the pain as if it’s new. Stuck on this marry go round in my head misunderstanding of who I was or who I thought you were and why actions didn’t match words. I still have my eyes open searching for signs so I won’t let myself go blind. I’ve learned to use those sporadic thoughts to reflect, and help push me today to have a better perception on myself and those around me. Instead of asking myself why you? Why this? Why that? How could I and how could you? I no longer look for answers when I have the power inside to create my own outcome regardless of what’s happening around or to me. Faith and trust in my heart shows me every experience I went through and will continue to go through shapes me into who I’m meant to be. I am my past, I am my present, and I am in control of who I will be in my future. Turning hurtful thoughts and memories into words of encouragement and motivation has been a mission within myself that I feel I’ve finally got a grip on, it may not be the strong but I won’t let it slip.