Are you going
to listen
to reason?
Or are you going to
continue living in
a fantasy world
without logic or
reasoning? It seems
like you are only choosing the latter
because you don't
want to face the reality of things.
I overthink, and as
I overthink, I become
flustered. Now that I have
become flustered, I
am now stressing out.
I then stay stressed out
long after I have no
reason anymore to be
in that mindset.
This will cause a cycle
of becoming more
flustered and more
stressed out. Try as
I might, I am unable
to relax. In
fact, trying to relax
makes the stress worse.
So I sit and get anxiety
when I am not stressed out
about when I might get
stressed out again.
Yet, I won't know
what I would do
if I was not like this.
It would be a strange
day indeed when that
happens.
I wanted life;
I'm sitting here contemplating.
I decide.
I used to want life.
Now I feel I have
lived long enough,
even if it was a
fraction of what I could have lived.
Death will be near
but not anytime soon.
I'm not ready yet,
at the same time,
I am. Does it
make me weak
or am I just
too far gone?
About the Creator
Amber Crocker
Instagram: midnightblackheart
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