your eyes remind me too much of the
storm of a boy I used to love. and not
because I still love him, but because his
waves dismantled and destroyed the
ship that was me.
you ask me why I'm scared and I can't
put into words that people have cupped
my heart in their hands and dropped it
one too many times that I think there's
still pieces swept under the rug in the
living room.
you take my hand in your hand and
caress my thumb and tell me it's not
me it's them. the people that walked
away is not because I have sad days
and want to talk about everything it's
because they weren't ready for my
ocean.
you ask me why I'm so afraid of love and
it's not love that I'm afraid of. I've felt
love and it's a blooming field of flowers
and sunshine. what terrifies me to the
bone is not receiving any flowers
from that field.
About the Creator
Ashley Mock
I love to write and sit in coffee shops
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