A Letter to Her

To the girl who he dated after me...

I wish you a school girl crush

I wish you late night drives

And drinks at sonic

I wish you making out in his living room

I wish you take on all his problems and help him in every way you can

I wish you piecing him back together at his lowest point

I wish you a best friend

I wish you hookin’ up

I wish you a senior year

I wish you a beautiful relationship

I wish you a day on the beach,

your first new year kiss

I wish you that moment that you look at him and fall hopelessly in love

I wish you moving in together

Which really means he’ll see his best friend more than he’ll see you because “you live together now”

I wish you being blamed for all his doing,

being the “party pooper” for lookin after him

I wish you long nights of waiting up

I wish you left on read...

For hours...

I wish you weeks without sex

I wish you phrases that go from “I love you more baby” to “ love ya”

I wish you lies,

I wish you catching him in those lies...

Every...

Single...

Day...

I wish you laying in you car asking yourself i guess you can do this

I wish you a “I don’t know what i want”

I wish you a mental break down

I wish you a “done done”

I wish you an August 17th

Tears as you leave for the last time

One last kiss on the cheek

I wish you still wanting him,

falling for his games again and again

I wish you alone in your bed in his hoodie,

Crying over the music he showed you

I wish you still love him more than you ever had before...

...

I wish you complete and utter heartbreak...

...

I wish you what I had

-inspired by Rachel Wiley