Your Definition of Words

Hope...

I start to get ready as if I was going somewhere, doing my hair and makeup as if I had a date.. or at least was to see the one I love.. I put effort into myself as if something was to happen even though I know nothing will... I only Hope something does.

Death...

The one thing in life I don’t fear.. the one thing I’m okay with to take me at any moment in time.. the only way I fear it.. is if it takes you before me.

Anxiety..

A little thing can turn into something big... my mind can turn a simple thought into a flood of thoughts... it’s the one thing that kills me everyday.

Love...

It’s the one thing I give ‘too much’ of and hold dear too me.. the one thing that keeps me up at night with butterflies.. and I can’t get enough of it.. the one thing I put all my heart and souls in.. but it’s the one thing I don’t deserve.

Him...

The one who when I hear his name a thousand thoughts come to my head, my cheeks flood red.. the one who brings out the complete best in me.. my smile extends corner to corner, the one who makes me the most hopeful person in the world... he is the one who dared me to do better and to try harder, the one I fight for no matter what... he is my greatest love and my greatest loss.. and he showed me a love like no other.

We all have our own definition of words... This is mine.