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January 4, 2015
We would've been 4 years today.
Oh, how much we loved each other.
We stayed up everyday till we slowly fell asleep
We were happy
You were the only one I ever opened up to at 3am sobbing
I wouldn't have to say anything
You were there telling me that you're here for me
You told me you wouldn't hurt me
You told me you loved me
We told each other we loved each other to the moon and back
I was there even when you seemed to not care if I stayed or not
I was there !
Where did all that love go?
I remember the way we used to look at each other
Not one single word had to be spoken
Just a stare said it all
One stare where I noticed the galaxy in your eyes
We seemed to know what we were thinking
How did all that just go away.
How could you say you don't love me the same from one day to another
How could you just move on like nothing
How could you have kept it going if you knew how much you were hurting me
So much pain you left me with
Now you're sleeping with a guy telling him you love him
I don't know what to do with all this pain anymore
If I burry it I'll rot
I can't let my body rot because of you
I can't let this heart break ruin me
I can't let you ruin me
I will not
You're not worth it
I wish I could say I hate you
But I once loved you
You don't deserve my hate
You don't deserve my love
You deserve nothing at all
You broke me before I even broke you
We both had fault in this but look at what I've become
I won't let you ruin me any longer
I hope I never see you again
I hope you look back and wish you never let me go
I hope you wake up and regret what you did to me
I hope you realize what you lost
So I'm done! You're gone and I don't ever want you coming back.
I'm done living in the past !
I'm going to be happy and give my love to someone who is actually fighting for it !
I'm letting everything go !
This is my present and I won't let you ruin it!
I'm going to get through this and I'm going to be fine !
I'm going to be happy one day with the love of my life
And finally I'm going to understand why it didn't work out between us !
Because God saved me someone so much better !