You Did This

"feeling alone again. So alone I'll be. That's cool cause I didn't really think any of y'all was fucking with me. People only hit you up when they need you and after that they leave you. They only want to have a person to turn to, one they can use. You go your way and I'll go mine. Cause that's not what I'm after. If you only message me when it's beneficial to you then fuck off. I don't need it. Fake friends aren't shit. I don't hold onto people rather the good that may be there inside of them. Guess that's why I get hurt when it feels like everyone's leaving. Better off alone so alone I'll be. Shit I gotta few that say they're with me. But only time will tell if they really mean it. Yeah all that I said, I meant that. So when I turn my back to you, like you did to me don't start getting jealous or turn cold hearted and mean. You caused this not me. Trust me I never let go unless I have a legit reason. I give way too many chances to some who didn't deserve them. So I'll just work hard and stay to myself and the ones who are supposed to be with me won't leave or they'll atleast come back, cause I'm saying right now I'm done with that (fake friends) I don't need it. You wanted me to be there for you and I was but where was you when I was down and needed help getting pulled out? No where to be found. Just know this, like I said, don't get mad when I ignore you like you have me. Don't get jealous or mean just leave me be and remember that you did this not me." SMW ©