[DISCLAIMER: I wrote this a few years ago, when struggling with my own sexuality and an eating disorder.]
words of affection feel clumsy in my mouth
they tumble out in a tone almost mocking
emotions dance around just beyond my reach
those caught, stay locked in
sex, I only indulge in for calories burnt
with no sense of physical attraction
romance is not lost on me
but best left for Disney animation
i fall in love with ideas and concepts
with stories, not the person
reality holds no magic for me
your flaws ruin the immersion
i’ll play along with a loving charade
forget any form of communication
mind reading would be a relevant skill
useful in your application
i substitute feelings for humour
wrongs expressed in a laugh
physical contact and pda
in all honesty feels a bit daft
if pursuing any kind of companionship
and take only one thing from this letter
allow me to issue a word of caution:
you deserve so, so much better.
About the Creator
Sam G
I'm an artist, gamer, and aspiring journalist, looking to kick off a career in journalism! My aim as a journalist, primarily, is to use my place of privilege to provide a space where marginalised voices are heard. I also dabble in poetry!
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