Roses are red
Violets aren't blue
I'm not sure what love is so I'm just gonna talk about you.
You said something funny
and I laughed at your joke.
You looked me in the eye
and you looked so stoked.
What is it? Is there something wrong with my face?
Are my brows not on "fleek"or are you just lost in space?
I said that out loud
and you did not make a sound.
You gazed and gawked
as if you were trying to get your shit together and talk.
I beg you, please just say a word
you then saw her
and everything was just a blur.
Everything is changing
And I can't seem to keep up.
Can someone please send help
So I wouldn't try to beat myself up.
Why am I so hooked?
You started this bullshit.
But no hate
You guys seem to be the perfect fit.
" Wow nice choice!"
Again I said that out loud but
I cant seem to hear my own voice.
" Pick me instead! " Is that I want to say
But I can't stand you two so I guess it would be better if I walked away.
So I did and it was quite nice
I left the room without anyone suspecting I was mad, jealous and was feeling unwanted.
I started punching the mirrors and walls
As I saw my reflection fall apart.
"*Cries Internally*"
My twitter update.
I know posting personal feelings on social media is stupid and wrong
But for once it made me realize that I was stupid all along.
She is important to me too
So I try to put my feelings aside
Even when I cry myself to sleep at night.
She needs you
more than I need you.
Maybe someday I could learn to control my feelings and anxiety
but for now you are just my fucked up poetry.
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