Wrong White Rabbit

Still fighting, though I'm doing way much better.

More often ask myself 'hey, what's the matter?'

Cause I still have this dust-covered old habit

Of blindly following the wrong white rabbit.

After the first step, which is just to notice

That I am falling someplace dark and fake,

Goes second one, which is 'avoid hypnosis

Of your pain body's reflex will to make

You go astray in feeling guilty, stupid, lost

In this old trap again, again, again.'

In world of humans we all bear a certain cross

Until we realize this suffering's in vain.

This path sometimes is really not that easy,

But we should do a couple things to live -

Though your egoic self may be a little sleazy,

Stay kind to yourself, be wise and forgive.