Winter

There’s ice in my veins and a fire in my soul

There’s no love left just this icy cold winter you left inside me

I was yours for the taking

But 2am thoughts and loneliness is my current state

Do you think of me when you think loneliness

Do you think of me when you listen to those sad songs

Do you still listen to the mixtape I made you

I told you I was there in heart

But my hearts so cold the only thing there is winter

This just isn’t my season

This isn’t my time

You’re not my person

And I’m definitely not yours for the taking.

Winter isn’t here forever

When I blow away with the times will you blow away with me

You’re my latest mistake the only one that leaves me with guilt.

Guilt that I’ll never be good enough for anyone ever again

There is a storm brewing inside of me

It will be a hurricane in the middle of winter

I’ll be a storm like you’ve never seen

I’ll destroy you and everything you claim to be

You say you’re broke I’ll show you broken

You destroyed me and name

It’s time for me to take you down

I’ll be the worst nightmare you’ve ever had

I fucked around and got my feelings hurt

You fucked with my head and left me dead and dying

You couldn’t wait for winter

Well I’m gonna show you cold

I’m gonna show you that colds not just in the air it’s in my heart

Cold is who I am as a person

Cold is in every broken piece of my lost boy heart

You wanted love I’m too cold for that shit

I’m gonna show you who I can be and who I am

No masks can cover this hatred

The hatred I have for you

Loving you was like dipping into a cold pool and settling Because you thought it was gonna get hot

But you were to caught up in everything else you forget me

You were a curse

Now my life is stuck in winter with bad luck

One day you’ll call me back home but I’m not gonna come

You wanted a fight well now you got war

You wanted to break something well you broke me

You were the most destroying and draining I ever considered mine

You are like winter in my veins