Why Have I Been Forgotten?
Remembering Our Service Members and Veterans
Why have I been forgotten?
It is my daughter's fith birthday.
Yet another I will miss.
I sent a letter in the mail but I can only hope she gets it.
My wife has told me that she asks every night,
"Is daddy coming home? I really want to meet him!"
Maybe someday, she too will stop asking of me.
I'm so far from home.
It's no wonder I've been forgotten.
Why have I been forgotten?
I never did want to be a soldier.
Yet there I was at age 18,
fighting an unpopular war in a dark jungle.
My boyhood was stripped from me as I shot that man.
I kill him over again every night.
I returned home not a hero but the villain.
I've been turned away from every job and tossed to the curb.
How could I be just used and forgotten?
Why have I been forgotten?
My mother told me the military wasn't for women.
Now everyday I tie my hair up in a bun and lace up my combat boots.
I do everything my brothers do during training.
I must!
To prove myself and to prove my team.
They say, "You aren't cut out for the military."
I say, "The military isn't cut out for me."
So then why have I been forgotten?
Why have I been forgotten?
The government has declared me a hero.
For my heart is now purple.
I gave up my own leg to save my brother.
They say I was brave.
But I know they would have done the same.
I am a hero who has fought.
But I still have to fight for my rights.
I guess that all heroes are forgotten.
Why have I been forgotten?
My life was planned out so perfectly.
No one could predict the terror that struck our country.
Yes I volunteered.
I volunteered for you.
I volunteered for this country's future.
I volunteered to give my life.
And so I did.
Why have I been forgotten?
About the Creator
Lorraine Woiak
I am a psychology and music major at the University of North Dakota. As a part of the Army ROTC program, I am working towards a career as a military psychologist.
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