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Why Did I Fall in Love with You?

I know I probably don’t cross your mind much anymore, but I hope someday you see something that reminds you of me and the things we use to spend hours talking about at night and then your throat gets tight and your heart skips a beat and you finally miss me back.

By Alexia VillanuevaPublished 6 years ago 1 min read
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So this is you standing at the brink of your own chaos, arms out, holding back the floods and the hurricanes. This is you falling apart, breaking to pieces during earthquakes of trauma. This is you hurting, heaving and trying to heal. This is you, in the messiest part, right after it has happened. And you are asking why, why did this come to be? How could all this earthly chaos happen to me? To you I say, love, this is your growth, this is your survival, this is the result of the universe’s incantation, this, this is how that magic happens.— Nikita Gill

I didn't fall in love

for convenience,

or for body...

Maybe God

told me allow

my heart to be taken,

wrapped in metal

and salt.

Salting my wounds,

and licking my scars,

maybe I fell in love

while I was painting

the stars and caressing

the moon...

Just maybe I opened

my eyes to beauty

in the form of wolf...

I can't howl your name

on my tongue or caress

it in the beating of my gums.

I fell in love with you

because deep down I felt

it, as though I found

my missing piece

to my heart covered puzzle.

Yet, love is pain, arguments

and discussions with breaks

sitting in the back of the unconscious...

I fell in love because

I could feel my walls breaking

down, my heart opening

itself from ice covered arteries.

Just maybe I fell in love,

without a pinpoint

to give or show in my eyes.

Loving is hard with its ups

and downs but I fell in love

with you because I felt

something in my heart the day

I saw you again.

I fell in love with wounds

and scars while my walls

started crashing down

but I'm still in love.

heartbreak
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