Where Has Making Love Gone?

At home, le sigh, I would like to say that I thought things were okay. Except that it's not...I'm assuming. I didn't know that my body was a tool for you to use at your free will.

I'm not a blow-up doll. Telling me that you want to fuck me or making stupid subtle hints doesn't make my jollies all wet. Grabbing my chest like a petulant child doesn't make me feel wanted. It makes me feel like a cheap toy. Yet, you get upset and exaggerate the number of days that you didn't have sex. Really?Am I just a humanize fuckstick? I don't want to relish 5-7 minutes of one-sided joy.I'm still a woman that likes feeling attractive, feeling like her body is wanted, making love; not this blow my load and snore fest. le sigh.

Where has love-making gone?Is it truly a thing of the past?Where's the build up?The foreplay?Where's the touch?Just because we're not young anymore, does that mean we lose the thrill? No longer letting fingers roam?It's easy to say, "Well, I told you that I wanted it."

So? I've told you the same.Neither one of us made a move.However, that one time that I "wanted" it, I did make a consensual move.After taking it for years.....I no longer want the quickies, one-sided jollies, or the rush of getting your rocks off.I want to make love.People are so caught up in fucking and so quick to cheat because they feel like their needs aren't been met. How about if you STOP thinking solely of yourself? It takes two to fucking tango or just use a toy if you want to do it alone. Think about what your partner could possibly want as well. If you're both into quickies or lackluster jollies, have at it. However, some people want to make love.

It's like art.At least, to me.I want us to paint our canvas with our body sweat.I want to feel like I'm on the ride of my life and I want that feeling for you.But, I don't want to feel like I'm obligated to just fuck you because you want it or because you want to throw some Old Testament book verse at me. It's my body, pal.I want it to be enjoyable for both of us. I want us both to get our jollies wet.xoxo