Where Does Life Lead

Life is not fair,

It is frequently said,

But aren’t there breaks,

A moment when the rain stops and a rainbow shines?

I need a rainbow,

My body feels like it is giving out,

Rejecting any help that it is being given,

And I do not know why,

Do you have the answer?

And now sweet not so sweet baby boy is gone,

My first dog I have known since a puppy and seen grow up,

It hurts,

And I am saddened.

I cried more for Kahn than I did my Uncle,

How backwards...

It hurts even more,

What is wrong with me?

I do not know,

I do not know about any of this...

I need to forget.