When She Kisses You

When she kisses you with the smell of cigarettes and wine on her breath ,

Giving you hope when there's none left ,

Do not mistake it for romance ,

This is not your chance ,

You are no more than target practice ,

She wants to get better so she won't miss .

When she kisses his lips better than this ,

She only loves you when it's 3 AM and vodka makes the room spin ,

She only loves you when there's no one around to see her sin ,

I am the water, waves crashing and she is the shore ,

Calling me in to push me away once more ,

I'm drowning unsure how to swim ,

I don't know where to begin ,

When I see that body I think of the men who have pressed themselves against her skin ,

I think of how I wish it could be me ,

How I wish she could just see ,

But this love story is a one-sided tragedy ,

When she holds your hands between her fingers ,

When her once innocent actions causes the pain that lingers ,

You wish you could be him ,

You wish you could be more than the platonic girlfriend ,

But that's all you'll ever be in the end ,

When she holds you and tells how she could never love a woman ,

Then kisses you goodbye ,

You're left asking yourself why ,

Why do you put her sigh high up on a pedestal above ,

Darling this is not love ,

He holds her closer than you do ,

She kisses him more passionately than she's ever kissed you ,

She is in love with him ,

And you are no more than just another way to pass the time ,

when she kisses your lips with lies and poison dancing between your tongues ,

When she breathes her toxic breath into your lungs ,

Tell her it’s been fun .

But you are done ,

This is the final kiss ,

Because you deserve so much better than this,