When Can We Love Again?

all this space,

all this place,

all far from you,

what do I do?

not enough love for myself

not too little to give someone else

not eye catching anymore

but now i'm not really sure

give my everything to you after years

give in and let go of tons of fears

give no thought to the voices of others

I'll never want another

how could this be the case

how will we meet to erase

how the time has changed us

because with you I know there is no rush

with him it's different

with him I get it

with him there's undoubted trust

you alone fill me with lust