My Last
How could I ever really tell you the truth? How can I ever love you endlessly when my heart continues to stop me from loving you. You have been my heartbeat through all of this and I can only wish I could do the same for you. The love you have for me is too powerful for me to take in. Too difficult for me to care for. I love you. I've always known that. and I care so much about you, and I will always be here when you need me. And you will always do the same for me. You have know no idea how much I appreciate you but just because I appreciate you doesn't mean we should be together. I never meant for all of this to happen. I tried. I begged the lord and everyone to help me love you again. But I can't force my love. The reason I let you go all the time is so that your feelings grow no more for me.. whilst I sit here and pout about how I can't help my feelings. It's not fair to you. You deserve someone who loves you the way you want to be loved and you may be blind, stubborn, hardheaded, and so much more to everything I say but you know I'm right about this. You didn't believe you could ever love again after your ex, but here I am showing you wrong. You fell in love with me and continue with this belief of yours that you'll never love again. As a woman, I know you will love again and when you do I will be there, in your mind of course. And you'll remember the very moment I told you that you will find love again. And you'll realize how very much correct I was. And then you will understand why it could never work between us.
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