What She Wants

All she wanted was to experience love

Not the "New York City Hood Nigga" love, real love

The one where you go on cute dates around town, go ice skating, watch movies, walk by the pier, get ice cream, have picnics, etc.

She wanted it all

She hated the idea of leaving her house just to go to another

Experiencing nothing but hurt

Hurt because she was being ignored for video games unless she was wanted for sex

Hurt because she felt like her emotions and thoughts took the back burner to her physical appearance

She wanted real love

A love where you could be silly and stupid and you'll love each other even more because of it

You won't get annoyed with her, you won't get mad at her all because of something she did

Even if it's annoying to someone else...it made you smile

She wanted that kind of love

She wanted a love she can show off to her family, one she didn't have to hide for long

A love where they would grow together and travel the world

A love where adventure was a top priority, even if it was an adventure down the block

A love where they can have kids, buy a house, and grow old together

Didn't matter what they did in life, because they knew they'd have each other no matter what

A love where they'd support each other, even if they had a crazy idea

One where they sing songs at the top of their lungs and dance into the night

A love where he won't shut down her creativity

Won't force her to show him her writings when she wasn't ready

Won't shut down her ideas

Won't make her feel less of herself but instead makes her feel five times the woman she is

One where they both grow, as individuals and a couple

A love where they're both putting in effort

A love where it's not all sexual, but when it was...it was intimate

They wouldn't be fucking, they'd be making love...

A love that won't die

One where they weren't in it for the money

Even if someone offered them money to leave each other, they wouldn't...

A true love story...that's what she wants

But where is he? And what does he want?