Love would only want me when no one else was around. Love would get a girlfriend and play like I was out for the count. Love got my cousin pregnant and denied it ever existed, made me feel so good and confident about myself I played right into his games of resistance. Love was 28 while I was only 17, having a whole other woman was his specialty. Love was cute and cheesy and I liked it. Also told me I was perfect even when he wasn’t. Love lied and said his ex fiancé was his sister, lied so many times I just couldn’t do it. The worse love of them all told me he wanted the same things I did. He didn’t give them to me but lied and gave me a disease instead. The love I thought would take all my hurt away just added on because he “forgot” his wife was here to stay. That’s love. That’s what love did to me. Probably why I have a hard time trusting and believing. Probably why I’m still waiting for him to come. Guess I’ll be waiting forever because love isn’t even love anymore.
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