What Is Life? (Rap)

V1: And my feelings keep on running.

Punching a hole in a wall from these thoughts racing then walk off unseen.

Try to hold up my tears but they drip down quicker, needing a reliant somebody, one always there and pull my long-length hair as my lips quiver, feeling like there's nobody..

One guy pinned my wrists above me, doing a tough mouth fucking, kicking my legs and he stuffed it deeply inner-- felt like I was actually drowning when he was cumming..

Then laid me on my tummy as it was super tingly, still having my wrists pinned even though I couldn't move with him being on top of me.

I'm not trying to be pessimistic and bitter.. okay, it was very hot, but him lying that he said gonna be a loyal and supportive friend was a fucked up thing!

And I tend to encouragement, why some legislations that seem like it's declaring marital law makes me just weep..

My heart melts from someone's fervent mend, can't I live as a beautiful successful woman like ones seen on media and magazines??

And be with realest loyal ones, all getting abundant money all doing so many fun things.

Imagining someone with me that watches the ocean's waves, going to parties and concerts, even just sleep; and never ever wants to lose me feeling it when we're hugging...

V2: Sometimes wanna start over as a only child white girl irresistibly sexiest,

cause I feel like the media and all praises their beauty and make them worth millions and genuine..

Am I special enough to be that way plus very feminine? Cause I feel messed up cause some left me and I would just fuck other guys cause I'm a hot mess the messiest...

Why can't it just be easier having no giveaways or figuring out requirements that seem like it's preventing it?

Wish I got more feminized as a child before restrictions or age limits seems to slow down progressing it..

It makes me feel like I'm being treated like I don't exist or something's wrong with me, cause they help others transition to the gender they identify as where a state doesn't have laws that try ending them...

When things get complicated, don't need anyone to diss me,

I really need a friend that always stays and we support each other like the Pines Twins be. It's kinda fucked up I sometimes don't know what to do to benefit me, and also feel like I'm not by the government and some I thought were closest, why I just need one I could always count on with me!

It's crazy- feeling hopeless and always being on guard public places sometimes wanting to hide with a bottle of whiskey opened. I'm just feeling lost and broken, and want to definitely be myself looking and feeling my most best! Chilling with real loyal ones all making cherished unforgettable moments...