Steps through my past
calm of my mind
Inside a world unknown
Feelings I cannot hide
Breathing in the cool of the day believing this life does have meaning just as the colors of the luminating sky fill my heart with a feeling unfelt by the waters as I step in
A need to release my tears
To submerge until I reach for your hand
You let go and I drown inside your mind knowing then the reason why I fell into those soulful depths
Seeing what I lost in this moment has changed my colors as I leave behind the tempting waters known as Pain.
Breathless
I hate breathing because the inhales hurt my chest
My soul seems to be draining away like worn away soil
Heavy
Lonely
Needless
I'm just tired
Gone
Seemingly I lost my soul
Not sure when...but it's gone
I left me long ago
Through past interactions
Words
Phrases
Caresses
Kisses
Soul gone
I gave up on something before a real chance was given
Before my thoughts settled before I had time to pause and think what I am really about to lose
The essence of self taken for granted looking for falsified love pretend affection
I needed the unneeded
All because I never gave a chance before I gave up
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