The day is western blue, and autumn crisp
and so still
that sitting quietly, I can feel the earth turning.
I think of where you are,
wonder what you are doing.
I hear my heart cracking
as the ache of missing you
pushes through me.
Everything within me,
itches for your presence.
All that I am,
weeps with loneliness,
screams with frustration,
at your absence.
At my age, I should know
all the feelings that there are to feel.
I shouldn't be surprised by any of this.
But over and over,
the strength of it shakes me.
I'm increasingly thrown off balance
by your smile, awakened by your voice.
Overcome at the touch of your hands
stroking my face
as your kiss consumes me.
It's no wonder that anxiety pokes at me.
Fear is never far behind significance.
And I am holding onto the wind.
Grasping to catch what isn't, never could be,
never really was mine to have.
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