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We Know How My Story Ends

Constant cycle, I am becoming weaker every time.

By Miss nilandPublished 6 years ago 1 min read
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Her torment is crippling

Cycle repeating over again

Constantly me building it up

To breaking it all back down

A life of this, I have have enough

The answers are all out of reach

How can I keep holding on

I'm slipping, so tired, It's all too steep

Taking over my mind, it's all gone

My battle, i keep falling down

Then keep picking myself up

from the ground.

Let down again and again

Marching on to my heartbeat of

defeat.

Amour it breaks, fused it together that many times, it's no longer safe or complete.

Looking in the mirror at my reflection

I see the distance in my eyes

Doesn't feel like home anymore

Lights are flickering, no longer

energised like before.

It's all too consuming, so very confusing

I really can't handle this

Constantly sinking in a sea of demons

Their taking me beneath the empty

feelings deepen.

There's no light now, the sun won't show

Chasing out the darkness, don't want to hurt anymore.

There's just been to many things

Mocked and betrayed, I keep trying

You can't feel my exhausted mind

Nothing fits, confused always in over

drive.

My stars inside me they all have

what seems like switches

A few of them at first, but now them all

Flicker, quicker quicker.

Don't resent me if you're feeling empty

We both know how the story ends

Left to my fate is the where and whens.

heartbreak
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About the Creator

Miss niland

I absolutely love writing . All my life's pain and torture and suffering of many kinds has not been in vain. X

Never before did I believe in myself. I am now 41 years old and just started writing in open after it being a secret all my life.

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