We Know How My Story Ends
Constant cycle, I am becoming weaker every time.
Cycle repeating over again
Constantly me building it up
To breaking it all back down
A life of this, I have have enough
The answers are all out of reach
How can I keep holding on
I'm slipping, so tired, It's all too steep
Taking over my mind, it's all gone
My battle, i keep falling down
Then keep picking myself up
from the ground.
Let down again and again
Marching on to my heartbeat of
defeat.
Amour it breaks, fused it together that many times, it's no longer safe or complete.
Looking in the mirror at my reflection
I see the distance in my eyes
Doesn't feel like home anymore
Lights are flickering, no longer
energised like before.
It's all too consuming, so very confusing
I really can't handle this
Constantly sinking in a sea of demons
Their taking me beneath the empty
feelings deepen.
There's no light now, the sun won't show
Chasing out the darkness, don't want to hurt anymore.
There's just been to many things
Mocked and betrayed, I keep trying
You can't feel my exhausted mind
Nothing fits, confused always in over
drive.
My stars inside me they all have
what seems like switches
A few of them at first, but now them all
Flicker, quicker quicker.
Don't resent me if you're feeling empty
We both know how the story ends
Left to my fate is the where and whens.
About the Creator
Miss niland
I absolutely love writing . All my life's pain and torture and suffering of many kinds has not been in vain. X
Never before did I believe in myself. I am now 41 years old and just started writing in open after it being a secret all my life.
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