Walk the Streets to Earn My Keep
Real-Life Prostitution Story
When i look at my life
Honestly, I feel ashamed
Dragged up literally
No education, living in scum.
Started with mum on the game
A Few men at first, break me in
Before you knew it, had a run
Young meat felt better for em
Never understand my mum
Why she wanted this for me
Her life of sex, drugs and streets
Constantly punched and beat
Think it was all the money she owes
Pimp gets funny, longer it goes
Then the drugs, you need your hit
Working, you cant if your not fit
Never get use to this fully, I know
Was only doing it for a Few months
Help my mum out with cashflow
Here six years now, ive had a few punches
Drive off without paying or throw you out
Saying it was shit that you deserve nowt
Degrading, as people tell me I'm bonny
That don't help now to bring in the money
Love to go to college, get some worth
No one to help support me though
Our house needs every penny
Only two days ago lecky was cut off
Live with my mum, two younger brothers
One younger sister, never seen my dad
Don't know who he is, that many lovers shes had.
Be same for my sister unless she gets out
Already she's had men touching her in the house
Makes me sick, i just take them for a quickie
They lay off her then, just take the mickie.
Wish I never started doing the drugs
Now it's like, I will never get out of this
£15 hit a day to keep my head from shit
Dirty smack, but I rattle like fuck for it.
So gotta keep fucking walking the streets
Pimp round corner not even looking, hes supposed to keep us safe, we turn up, he knows he's getting paid.
Thats how it flows every one out for themselves in the end
Doesn't change over the years, same shit
different day, everyone takes the lend.
Some of the men proper stink
Like I gip so bad sucking them off
All that distress for sometimes ten quid
Or they'll try not pay or rough you up
Wish their knob would just fall off.
Probably saving alot of marriages
Shag me their done, so no affairs
Get your regulars thats the only best bit
Feel safer with them plus chance of a tip.
All about getting that hit, now it's like
Fuck lecky gas and that shit.
Never really eat, social been round last week
Saying my sister and brothers are neglected,
Fucking cheek.
Said their keeping a close eye
on mum
Anymore, the kids will be gone
Yeah,!!! straight into care
Split up, how's that fair.
Mum she's just bad on the gear
Doing it to take away her fear
All the horror and torture
Swear, what a life, really severe.
Our mate got stabbed yesterday
Raped first, then left at side of a skip
Imagine, that was her life gone
Mum getting older, well she's in bits
Worried that she'll be next or me
We were out same night, needed to
You can't be scared and stop
I honestly want this to end,
I really do.
Sometimes I think, get my sister and go
Anything's better than this fucking show
Then I think about my mam
Then I can't, so just carry on, while I can.
This I think is gunna be my life
Can't see owt changing now
Grubby men wanting their end away
Probably be doing it till end of my days.
About the Creator
Miss niland
I absolutely love writing . All my life's pain and torture and suffering of many kinds has not been in vain. X
Never before did I believe in myself. I am now 41 years old and just started writing in open after it being a secret all my life.
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