Vulnerable

Listening to songs

Every song speaks about you

Am I insane?

I really just think too much of you

This feeling scares me

I’m willing to let everything go

To let my dreams become dust

To settle down

To say goodbye to wandering in the wild

You make me happy

You make me giddy inside

The thought of you just makes me smile

I’ve never felt this way

I thought I knew love

I thought I’ve experienced love

But today, just today...I knew this is LOVE

For the first time, I’m willing to take the risk

To let go of my walls, to be vulnerable

To be honest and just open up

This feeling is scary

scarier that MY LOVE IS TOO BIG FOR YOU

That I’m too much

too early

too soon

too intimidating

too sarcastic

too lively

too sad

too much

too much

too much for you

Because to me,

You are perfect

God’s sent

unexpectedly perfect

someone that I never thought would be real

would be true

I never thought I’d feel this way about you!

I just hope and pray that you feel the same way

But if you don’t, then Lord, take these feelings away.