Vasilisa

I sit here terrified

not knowing what to do.

I have done everything in

my power to make everything

right, but it wasn't enough.

every effort got shot down

and it was like I was

the wrong in the wrong.

there is no doubt in my mind

you made me believe that

or maybe you needed something

you knew you were never

going to get from me.

As I sit I realize

it's better we separated.

this entire thing feels

incomprehensible

but its extremely simple.

I can never see you

again, for fear of not

wanting to go through all

of this ever again.