Post that picture so you can get likes from the same people or maybe a few more
Be a real one on facebook since everyone seems to like honesty even though that’s what you always were
Believe in harmony but always stand up for what you love and adore
Leave your heart on your pages so you can still be alone
Type to twitter so you can talk to yourself through your phone
Laugh at pictures that make your mental illness feel like a home
Snap yourself crying but no one will respond
Make a status of your progress, other people’s happiness is what you want
Maybe they’ll get help out of all you do wrong
Be yourself but limited to the social group you belong
Don’t make friends online that have nothing in common
Watch the quiet girl from high school become insane
Don’t quit writing your opinions they won’t love you the same
Although each time you’ve written there’s always someone that says
Don’t do this
Don’t do that
I didn’t realize there was rules to this game
Make sure your pictures on Instagram don’t show too much of your face
Don’t want to be narcissistic but I’m always with myself in the same place
Make your life seem like at the end of the day you close big red drapes
When really you close your eyes and hope to forget you exist
Social media is a wicked platform
None of us need it, although it is fun
The same people see all the stuff you put on
It’s business savvy but you need more likes to get on
Stop killing yourself over the way you come off
No one really gives a shit
They’re on because they want
To post about them selves
To validate what they have done,
What they look like,
What they’ve become
It’s silly because no one really cares where you come from
If they don’t agree with you, they’ll let you know
But when it comes to real issues, silences overcomes
Or even real dreams like art your “friend” worked hard on
No shares for mental illness unless it romanticizes the harm
No shares for creative things unless you’re getting something out of the fake love
Yet
I wake up everyday and pick up my phone
Spend 20 minutes looking at all my apps to see everyone
I’m a hypocrite but so is the whole internet
It’s a doomed mess but we’re all addicted to it
Ever notice when you put down your phone for an hour or so
A shock of calmness riddles through your bones
Yes you want to reach for it but you resist the urge
You’re left with your thoughts and your own utter worth
No one to tell you you can’t be her
No one to save you yet you feel cured
Connections lost, you have no idea what’s up
You’re not in touch but your mind has never thanked you so much
No anxiety of what they’ll think
No priorities that make you sink
Instead you swim in yourself and discover what’s been
You’ve always been validated
You just have to find it within
About the Creator
Ecarg Nosive
I'm a 27 year old writer from Ohio trying to make my passion, my career. Besides writing I enjoy animals, nature, and concerts.
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