Utopia

cherry blossoms, silent placesall alone, but still togetherfeels so happy, i'm whateverno more worries, no more mazeskiss my ugly dirty tracesfeels whatever, how can i beso numb inside just yet like seai am calm, but you were calmerbreak my bones make me feel warmeri still can feel in my chestwithout you i'll get no restwithout you i'll give my bestto not lose my fucking mindas you told me "it's alright."

i still wonder if you miss mewhen we're nearby i feel absentstill in place but do you want tostill the same you said, i wondergrasp my wrists slow down my bloodstreamdo you see me or just daydreami feel cold what do you feel nowwas it real or a r e w e d e a d n o w .