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As this heart stops and starts, this breath becomes unsteady and quick. The things that cloud this mind are hovering above her, making it difficult to think. The moments of laughter and smiles, beautiful friends and soulful music, are drowned in the waves of doubt, and fear. The longing to run away and just get out, to go and never look back. The dreams of finding "the one" if that really exists. The longing to be able to just let go and never to regret. To live in the moment as a reality and not just as a saying people say to try and be hipster.

The sunshine that touches her face and the summer breeze that dances through her hair. The spring rain that bounces off her face and soaks into her skin. The autumn leaves that enchant her eyes full of wonderment and beauty. The winter snow that gently falls and creates a magic that lasts for a season.

All of it. A dream. The embers in the fire of this heart have almost died. the light inside this soul is only lit because of one thing that is impossible for this girl to put out. Hope. This hope inside this shattered life keeps her alive and breathing. The hope in something bigger than herself. Sometimes she doubts this hope too.,

but that's the things about hope.

You can always hope, and it will never let you down.