Unspoken Desires

Why do you continue to have this hold upon me?

It always seems to come unexpectedly.

I know these feelings are wrong, they cannot be right.

Yet here I am not putting up much of a fight.

You bring me a minuscule amount of joy in the scheme of things.

In the end misery and loneliness is what your love brings.

Like a drug and addiction, I continue coming back for more.

How on earth can I quit you?

This obsession needs to stop.

Maybe one more night of ecstasy will bring me back to the top.

So here I stand to offer myself up to you, heart, body and soul.

I promise to let go and give you all the control.

Submission of one’s authority can be a very beneficial release.

Letting go of my inhibitions just may impel all my stress and worries to cease.

But will only one night suffice my desires?

Or will it bring on a hurricane of need your kind of love inspires?

Questions such as these will always remain unanswered.

Your kind of love has always been a mystery that I will endlessly wish to understand.

Allow me the one chance to say your wish is my command.

It doesn’t take much to envision you with me.

To see your eyes and feel your lips just the way they used to be.

All the memories I have are just not enough.

I’m craving your taste, your strength to be rough.

I lay here now awaiting your appraisal.

Watching you gaze at me with hungry eyes always made me feel carnal.

As our clothes now begin to be shed in an array of directions.

My heart begins to race with each second.

We create a beautiful rhythm, tangling up the sheets.

Beads of sweat form on my back and I curl the toes on my feet.

Everything speeds up, my vision is a complete blur.

Explosions of colors cross my eyes with every stir.

Our movements now are slowly coming to an end.

My body feeling content with every stretch and bend.

Now we lay here catching our breath looking up at the ceiling.

Is it just me or are my ears really ringing?

He turns to me; his touch brings a shiver down my spine.

That smile of pure desire induces me to claim him mine.

Once again, I am lost in his clutches of passionate bliss.