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Unimportant Feelings | Part 1

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By Rocio VargasPublished 5 years ago 4 min read
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I'm not the best poetic person nor the best writer, unless I'm feeling down...These aren't the greatest, but...

These are feelings that I felt and thought about when I'm hurting...

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Crawl to me...

Crawl to me,

And hold onto the heightened euphoria,

That latches onto your tongue, that builds in the sweat,

Collecting on the crevices of your begging body,

Crawl to me,

And never let go of these hands that cling to you the same way my lungs cling to the air, as if it's the last breath they'll ever beckon to breathe, peacefully,

Crawl to me,

And with the sound of ruffling sheets,

Tell me you love me.

I miss you...

Those 3 words, "I Miss You," are just words to you. It takes a lot to believe in them,

But I mean it.

I miss your presence,

I miss the feeling of you being by my side,

I miss the sound of your angelic voice,

I miss that beautiful smile that makes me melt both inside and out,

I miss your gentle touch when you place your arms around me,

I miss getting lost into your dazzling eyes,

I miss your comforting hug,

I miss your pink plump lips placed on mine,

I miss listening to the sound of your beating heart,

But,

I'll pretend to forget about you.

Forever...

Forever,

What does that really mean?

A few minutes,

A few hours,

A few days,

A few weeks,

A few months,

A few years,

Forever,

I wish we'd stay together forever,

You promised you'd stay,

I promised I'd never let you go,

Sometimes,

People just aren't meant to be,

Forever,

What does that mean?

Goodbye

She loves you, you don't love her.

She cares about you, you don't care about her.

She's pushing everyone away for you, your pushing her away.

She texts you, you leave her on seen.

She calls you, you ignore it.

She misses you, you're missing someone else.

She worries about you, you worry about someone else.

She tries her best to win your heart, but another girl got a head start.

She keeps a distance, you don't notice.

The other girl left you broken,

The girl that broke you is with other guys, you wishing to be the only guy.

The other girl, yes the one you broke, dies.

You soon start to realize, you have always loved her,

you have always missed her, you have always cared about her.

You sit at her grave, tears start to fall, you soon start to whisper,

"I never got the chance to say Goodbye."

You just don't get it...

"You just don't get it" she said.

"I do, I get everything, you just want all the attention on you!" He said.

"NO! YOU JUST DON'T FUCKING GET IT." She yelled.

"What don't I get?" He said.

"You don't get how I feel, how it feels when the only person you wanna talk to doesn't want to talk to you, when you're deeply in love with your partner, but your partner wants attention from others not from his girlfriend, the people we push away for them, the sacrifices we make just to be able to talk to them, and we get nothing out of it but tears and pain." She said.

"Well why did you fall in love with me?" He said

"Why did you pretend to love me?" She said.

He didn't say a word. He just looked at her, shocked.

"That wasn't right, it's not all about your feelings, think about my feelings too." She said and walked away.

Hurt...

Hurt,

It hurts when you love someone so truly and they pretend to love you,

It hurts when you're just the second choice,

It hurts when you tell someone how you feel and they say you're just over reacting,

It hurts when You can't trust anyone anymore and you don't know what to do.

It hurts when best friends say they'll always be here for you but they always walk away.

It hurts when you get all the blame over something you had nothing to do with.

It hurts when you hurt me.

Lost...

Lost,

Not knowing where to go,

Looking for a place to call home,

Wherever you go, You're not wanted, Nobody talks to you,

Everyone shuts you out because you're different,

Because you're not skinny,

Because in their eyes you're not beautiful,

They're hurting you,

And you're letting them.

Lost.

Why?...

Falling in love is easy,

Falling out of it is hard,

Falling for betrayal is worse,

Why did you promise forever?

Why did you pretend to love me?

Why did you hurt my feelings?

What did I do to you?

Did I really deserve this?

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About the Creator

Rocio Vargas

18

Writing is one of my passions.

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