Unimaginable Occurance

The weather was cold, like a prick of chills to the spine but somehow the warmth almost feels like it never left. A cold bed with hot pillows, normally flipping the pillow over to the cold side works but in this case, it doesn’t. Broken thoughts of trying to achieve happiness and straight ideas of sorrow and pain. Who am I as a person today to find love in a world like this? Who am I to change my appearance to impress the one I love? As if holding my breath for years can be easy and yet I'm still persistent to exhale and inhale again. Walk with the ones that know my pain because they are the only ones that understand. Touch the sun to try and warm up your ice cold hands but only to burn it out, watch yourself leave your world in darkness due to your actions to try and heal. Then one day... a change happened, the sun glowed brighter than it ever did before and the view of your entire surroundings grew farther than they did before. Revealing your light, revealing that very light I wished to come back for years, revealing an... unimaginable occurrence