Slippin farther into the abyss
Something seriously amiss
Trippin deeper out of my mind
With nothing left to do but look behind
At all the things i haven't done
All the chances i could have won
Left in the past blown away
Trippin to just stay
Too many thoughts floatin'
A storm just brews slowly bloatin'
Into a huge destructive force
Knowing it'll only get worse
Chances that i have lost
Paying too much of a cost
Trippin down into darkness
Hopin’ for slumber and peacefulness
Finding only anger
Things couldn't get much stranger
Never knew i'd go back
To hatin everything i lack
Searching for the right answer
Asking only questions that tear
Deep inside my soul
Ripping me apart with no control
Unable to undo all the damage
All because you left me to scavenge
For any emotions left
That hasnt already been your victim of theft
About the Creator
Amanda Thurnherr
I am a married young part time writer, that is not published, with a culinary associates degree and Serv safe certified. I am expecting an unexpected Child thanks to birth control.
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