Torn and Tattered

Uncertainty is adventure, the future is uncertain, a void. I dont know what the fuck I'm doing, but I'm taking a step forward and not looking back. Tired of being attacked, for what reason? Because you commited treason? I'm a good man, a good father and I do everything I can not to be banned and make sure that you're happy. Seeing that smile and hearing that laugh, feeling your lips and holding your hips. Thats a fascad, a dream now. This chemical reaction we had, you where bad and I forgave but no steps wehre taken. You rewind and run, make me feel like you where faken. Uncertainty is adventure, the future is uncertain, a void. I dont know what the fuck I'm doing, but Im taking a step forward and not looking back. I may be torn and tattered, tattered and torn but through all the falls, all I know how to do is give my all. Doesn't matter how many times I've been heartbroken, or spoken and asked to take a token asking me to forget, But I have awoken, all the pain I've gone through, all this pain I've acheived. Why cant you just see or even believe in me.