Tired

I’m so tired of being judged

I’m so tired of feeling like a let down

I’m so tired of feeling so misunderstood

What the fuck am I doing so wrong that I feel like I don’t put out any good

I was never the straight A student

Never was on the honor roll

I was the kid who went home and cut herself just to feel whole

Why do people not like me? I have asked myself that daily since I was 13 years old

When will I ever get things right

When will I not care

When will I finally feel accepted

Life just feels so unfair

Having depression is exhausting and it’s a pain that will never go away

I’m tired of trying

I’m tired of caring

I’m tired of giving a fuck about people who don’t give a fuck about me

I want to stop feeling uncomfortable in my own skin

It’s hard to feel comfortable when everyone around you makes you feel so paper thin