Tiny Creation

It is hard. And it was difficult from the very beginning too. New, fresh start. That is what everyone dreams about and it seems like it is so easy for everyone else. But is it really?

I have never thought about something to be that easy. I just couldn't. I think that every little moment has its own challenges. Lets take as an example my first day.

That morning was the coldest in my entire life. I was so terrified about all these sounds who were coming from outside through the walls of my tiny, little living place. I was scared and I was shaking from the cold. Well, surprisingly it was not enough.

It was strong storm outside, water started to sink through the roof and everything started to wet as well as I started to drown. In that moment as I can remember I thought that was it. That was my end. But you know what? I was wrong.

That moment made me realise something new about fresh beginnings fulfilled with different challenges. Next morning was much better and I can still feel that warmth of the sun on me. She was my life saver.

Everything has dried out and a tiny sunlight appeared through the crack in the wall. I think sun is the only creation in the world that has to give all the love and warmth to everyone but gets nothing back. It is sad. Isn't it?

Well, in that moment she gave me everything I ever wanted. A new, fresh start. It feels like everything can change just in seconds and for me - it did. One, two, three..and here I am, with all of my doubts and insecurities behind, trying to reach the surface of the ground through this solid and wet soil.

I am Chamomile. And this is my story.