They Weren’t Meant to Fly for You

You didn’t want me in the ways you thought you did

I was a dream you had that you felt would be easy to obtain

But you didn’t need me at all

All those desires and fantasies would come to life with me

Because you thought I would just give it up

You left me feeling ashamed of who I was when all I could ever be was honest

I look back and still regret not kissing you that night

Not because I feel like it would change something between us

But because I know how it made you feel knowing I rejected you

I felt bad that I couldn’t ever really be what it was you needed me to be

I am not your other half

And I wish there was something more to do

Than talk about the birds and the bees with you