The Sweet Dreams Sometimes

Sometimes being

Alive

Seems more

Difficult than

Giving birth

To a

Human being.

The stress,

The worries,

The heart aches,

Sometimes

You wonder,

Does it

Ever end?

Sometimes

You feel

Like you

Just

Don't

Compare.

Which is

Rare,

But you

Keep on

Fighting

For what

Is there.

And

To be

Falling

In love

With

Someone

Who makes

You feel

Alive, yet

You know

You'll

NEVER

Be,

Crushes

All dreams

Of you

And me.

It's forever

The endless

Question

Of, "do I

Stumble

Forward

Cluelessly

Into

A deep

Love

Where

Pain

Built

It's home

In my heart

And declared

It's never

Leaving"

Or

Do I

Walk away

From a

Lustful love

That drives

Me

Insane

For all

The wrong

Reasons.

BUT

Sometimes,

You learn

The love

You have

Overrides

The lust

In your

Eyes.