“Fair enough, my love”
I say
He settles into bed
face relaxed
eyes peacefully closed
I look at him for a while
at least it's something to do
Eventually my eyes close as well
and roll fitfully under their lids
it's on it's way, I know it
Though it's expected
it hits me with force
and I let out a little gasp
my body becomes rigid
as I fight against the shakes
My hands wring at the collar of his shirt
I whimper
once, then silence and I'm still
then a second time and I'm writhing again
A third time and there are tears in my eyes
“Honey, what's wrong?”
I hear in the darkness
“It's nothing”
Silence
Then he turns to me
eyes still bleary from sleep
filled with a mixture of concern
and what looks like frustration
or anoyance?
Or is that just me?
“Same old thing,”
I say
and he kisses my forehead.
I roll over and now he's holding me
He kisses behind my ear
as I convulse
“Shhh,”
He says
And I know it's meant to comfort
But I just feel ashamed
and begin to shake more
He's tired
And I'm a nuisance
At some point the shakes stop
Probably twenty minutes after they started
I kiss him on the cheek
and thank him
and allow him to nod off
I turn over
and there are tears in my eyes again
Eventually
I nod off as well
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