The Pile
'I go with the best intentions to face my pile...'
I go with the best intentions to face my pile
Knowing the woman that tore this cotton
I dread feeling the dirt she made upon it
It revives the memory I smothered under these sheets I can't rest on until they're changed again
So more from what is reshaping your spine
All the things I can depict from the sketch they've made
I can just about see what they know,
I think
But I've moved back to my prison of weeks
Even now; my eyes are shut but I feel this thread,
I'm all too aware
I can never die so they can never discover what I left,
Right now while alive,
Their self indulgence delays the search
I could move to where I want my life
But it would mean passing them all on my way outside
Even the prisoner downstairs has scratched her way out,
It's just me now,
And I'm used to myself,
But I want a better alone now,
They made it so I can't see past what must be myself,
But not incriminating myself might be the lock for entering anywhere else,
A place I just want to be
I'm enjoying life anywhere
No matter how regular or exhausting
So why can't I make these few steps to the gate
When I'm done preparing
It's dark enough to be still anyway
The keys and clothes have sat here the whole time,
Alike myself
About the Creator
Jacqueline Wallace
City poet ❤️
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